*Sleeping and Dreaming
*Staying up late
*Thinking about death and deep subjects
*Skulls and skeletons
*Wearing Black clothes
*Reading books (if i can concentrate)
*Listening to Rock, Punk Rock, Punk, and Metal,
*Tim Burton movies
*David Lynch movies
*Frida Kahlo and Zdzisław Beksiński paintings
*Horrors and Thlirers (I’m not scared of them because my life is more terriftying)
*All animals in the world (specially these creepy and rare ones)
*Dark photos, music, videos, movies and thoughts
I’m dreaming of:
*Boyfriend who would like things like me, and understand me
*Getting a REAL human skull (I know, I’m fucked up)
*Getting a tatoo
*Winning or Loosing with Depression (I really want it to end)
*Happines and Satisfaction
*Going to the theraphy
*Hurting and Rejecting people who I love
*Being out of control
*Going to school
*Having too much problems
*Lying to others
*Injustice Cruelty, Bullying and Voilence
My name is Malwina (shitty name),
I’m 16, I’m from Poland and suffer from depression
for about a year (or even longer).
I have problems with concetration and giong to school.
I’m anxious. I’m suicidal. I cut and bruise myself. I smoke a lot.
I am a failure. I am nobody. I'm not good at anything.
I fuck up everything. I'm not an interesting person.
I should be dead.
I’m here to share with you my feelings and
search for people like me.
Ask me about anything you like, I won’t judge you.
Everyone is welcome here. (Sorry for any mistakes)